Leopard print wearing dreamer who wants to be a teacher one day...

I've realised I'm currently not a great contributor to the world. I seriously want to help people. But, unfortunately, I'm a (distracted) dreamer, and analyser. I have ideas, and when I can, I always help other people. But don't help myself. I admire what other people have done, and analyse them, give advice etc.

At the end of the day I'm just full of opinion as opposed to skill (at least that's what I think anyway). Should this lead me into "opinion" giving careers such as journalist? I don't think I could cope with the pressure of consistent opinion giving. Isn't that a lazy career anyway? Criticising the world when you don't contribute towards it. Hypocritical.

(RANT) Like 21 year olds who go straight into teaching. I'm sorry, but you have no experience of life apart from sitting in classrooms and doing homework. What gives you the right to teach the next generation of children about life, morals and the rest of the world? I would love to go into teaching one day, it's a huge resonsibility to take on replacing parents for so many hours and days of a child's life.. but I couldn't do it until I had something to say, and knew how to teach them more than just what textbooks say and what's in the curriculum. I always had favourite teachers, and they were always my favourite because they had something special, something more than ability to teach. (END)

Anyway, journalism for the most part (to me) is forced discussion. So I guess I wouldn't like it. But what am I made to do? What will I be good at?

In other news - I am listening to Lady Sovereign's new song. I like it. I like the Cure sample. And I like the "yeah yeah"s used in the song, remind me of someone. Possibly early M.I.A? Anyway, good stuff.

Also, Burlesque Magazine launch tomorrow night in Hull. My joke idea (re: Mag topic) has been carried on by beautiful Dani, and she's made it an actual magazine. She's got the passion, the integrity, the knowledge, the bravado... If only I had the guts to carry it on with her. I am helping (surprise) her, doing some interviews for the next issue. Gotta plan them tonight. O_O whoops. I will be dressing up which is fun! Leopard print corset, leopard print knickers, and stockings. Ross won't know where to look that's for sure. Oh I will wear a pencil skirt too. Obviously. Ross is driving me there which is lovely. Emma MIGHT come, Ross's brother also might come. Who knows. Either way, I'm gonna have a FAB evening. It feels like I'm preparing to go to a wedding with all of the outfits I have prepared. Eesh! I love it!

Fin.

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